Happy fucking anniversary.
One song that I love the most right now is one of the Pearl Harbor movie sound tracks; Tennessee, by-Hans Zimmer.
Is seeing you walk away, I just can’t move on from you. I just can’t get you out of my head. We’re already over and done with, but words still can’t even explain how much I still love you. From the bottom of my heart and soul, I still love you very much. Looking at our old pictures, and listening to the songs we used to relate too makes me drench my pillows and blankets with tears, but what really got to me was thinking back to that one time when we were on my room laying down together, we were looking at eachother right in the eyes, the look on your face was so pure, and so genuine, it’s to the point where I can never forget it. I remember telling you how much I love you, and I remember the tears of pure, and genuine love we both shed on my bed. I realize that lying to you, lacking moral support, and being mean and nasty to you, was probably the biggest mistake I’ve made in my life. No one ever deserves the crap I gave to you. But remembering the precious moments we had together kills all the bad memories, it fills my heart with warmth. I hurt you way too much times. And I can never forgive myself for that. I believe this is what I deserve, and i have to pay a big toll for the shit I’ve done. I’m sorry.
UGH I wanna yell as loud as I can into a canyon.
Seeing you today was the most weirdest and the most awkwardest shit ever. For some reason when I saw you I got so mad I wanted to punch something. Lol
I think im gonna just block you off from my life. Cus, when ever i think about you or look at pictures of you, I get pissed, depressed, and angry af. I continously think about you and I don’t want you cause its eats me alive, so goodbye. I hope my “assumptions” wont bother you anymore.
FUCK YOU AND YOUR BULLSHIT.
Should I just move on or walk away? Honestly..
I freaking love the 40s and 50s era.. Everything about it. Their style, their music, their dancing, their hair, just about everything. I’d honestly rather live back then than now. It’s prolly better than all this stupid music and style these days. People had so much class. Omg. I love it . Lololol kbye